Bueno Shizz.

I am Jacqueline, aka Jackie or Taco. *insert clever bio and information that none of you care about or read here* .... So yeah, I post whatever I like that appears on my dash. Instagram: @lickmyreed Twitter: @lick_my_reed

"It’s okay, I’m used to it."

Pain

I haven’t been in a relationship in over a year and a half. Before that, I hadn’t had one for 2+ years.

(Semi-Backstory)

Since I was little I was always bullied, and I don’t mean just at school, it was at home. I got told daily that I was a fat ass, a whore, a maggot, a mistake, worthless, and many others. My brother, my father, and sometimes my mother would call me names on a daily basis. Not only was I mentally abused, but physically as well. You see, my father was diagnosed paranoia schizophrenia the day of my 10th birthday. My father would beat the shit out of me Every. Single. Night. and my mother would say nothing. In fact, the last time I saw my father he held a power drill to my temple, talk about traumatizing for a 10 year old. Before that, when I was 5, I was molested several times by my father’s brother, but anyways… My stepfather wasn’t any better. He would throw shit at me, hit me with random things, and this past summer he even locked the fridge and cabinets so I couldn’t eat. This isn’t even the half of it.

Now back to what I was saying before.

All that has happened to me in life has made me believe that I’ll never find anyone that will love me because I’m just an ugly, fat ass. Most boys that I like/have liked always liked someone else that was prettier and skinnier, and had a better personality. The most recent time this has happened was a few hours ago, and I really liked him.

Long story short, I’m a fat ass who will never find anyone.

I’m done getting upset over things that don’t matter and people that couldn’t care less. I’m just done. #onethingafteranother

People be going crazy on Yik Yak tho

You have to ignore the pain and swallow your pride just to be a friend, but i guess it’s all worth it because sometimes friendship lasts longer than love.

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